Niggling
Have you found enjoyment from or through a thing, and known the niggling yearning for a step further that hovers yet out of reach. Of course. Some well made music, the enclosure of sound and swelling of emotions... and an end. Repetition only yielding a slow retreat from the moment. A film that resonates with your upbringing and beliefs, that piques your mind, perhaps in a way the only one nearby gets is you. The aftermath of inspiration, clarity of thought, hope. Turning in for sleep in resignation. An escape outdoors, howling wind bringing a cocoon of silence in the mind. A bittersweet cold that chills unpleasantly but wonderfully invigorates. A locked away grove feeling of home. The eventuality of returning to human population. Building, creating, manufacturing, curating, spinning into existence with care some portion to bring benefit. The knowledge of entropy in action regardless of whether you continue. The simple endless pleasure of progression in an rpg,