EDIM 22 - Black Improv

Schizophrenic black
Soothing cool to drowning pool
Grief worn despondence to respite in solace
Strong, compelling, intimidating, attractive, dangerous
Solace let slip to isolation
Soothing washing on to smothering
Incentive still remains
Sedation, numbness, dampening
Created illusions of space
Lightly tread else it become delusion
Buffering against the storm
Mask before slaughter
Emotionless and still
Betraying nothing allowing freedom
Gently draped as a coverlet
Cocooning as a blanket
Filter of hostility
Disenchanting but disarming
Deep quite capable of dulling
Laced over in grace
Threads of wisdom
Yet lurking with undercurrent of malice
Content in emptiness
Twisting in mute defiance
Swirled by relinquished care
Dreamless symbiotic with ambient  orchestra
Advocate for the wordless

Schizophrenic black.

Twilight Is Our Advocate Tonight

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